My Sun

i miss him.

yes, i do.

but im scared. too scared. my heart wanna me to tell him how much i miss n love him, but i hv no guts. the simplest n easiest thing to do- text him. NO. i dont dare. i rather sit here alone. staring out of my window, watching the sun going down. it will leave me in dark tonite. i wont blame it to not be able to accompany me, i understand , the sun is being loyal. too loyal. never make human being live in despair, coz he will come n go as he promises. never late. never make us wait. i love sun. so im gonna wait here, watching it goes. he just goes for a while,to light up another part of the world, tomoro he will certainly come back to see me again.

is there any one as loyal as the sun? if yes, it wont be this hard. we'll always know that our sum1 wil never leave us alone. i wont be waiting so long. i wont be missing sum1 this bad. n missing sum1 wont be the hardest thing to do in my life. miss him n keep the feeling here, deep inside my heart- alone. not gonna tell him. it aint easy. A simple text may disturb his time. i wanna be loved, not to be hated of making others' life mess. so just stay quiet in my little room. dont cry heart, dont cry.